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I’d like Anxiety with a side of Salmon, please
Okay, so after Adam’s big announcement the first thing the “marriage counselor” did was send me to a psychiatrist. She put me on Cipralex. It was working for months, but then I found myself stressed...
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Should this letter be sent?
Okay, so we are about 30 days from leaving. What I can’t decide is should I send this letter to Adam. Looking for an opinion. Will this bring me closure or make me feel closed off? Dear Adam, I think...
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I’m ready for Beginnings
Okay, we were are 30 days from leaving. Today, the pre-pack assessment arrived. I found out that I have 700kg (1,543 lbs) of air freight which will arrive in 15 days. Then I should be allotted 3 suit...
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Vacation…all I’ve every wanted
We are officially 32 days from leaving. Adam finally got around to sending me the plane tickets. He’s had them for weeks. Don’t ask me why he held them. I’ve given up on wondering why. But today is a...
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Mirror, Mirror on the Wall, Who’s the Most Miserable of us All?
I’m home from Turkey. It is a beautiful country. The people are very hospitable. The shopkeepers encourage people to walk in, but never grabbed or made me feel uncomfortable. We were lucky that the...
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Tennis – where the score Love All is not a good thing
While traveling this past week, I was telling my friends – KK, Lala, and Muffin – about Adam and our saga. Of course, they were sad, upset, and confused. They know Adam from happier times. But don’t...
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Lost – I think the TV show was better
So I’m unsure as to what to write about today. I’m lost and confused, but also focused and driven. Maybe I have 2 personalities fighting for my attention. Maria the First wants to hang on. Be here. See...
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When you wish upon a star…
Well, Jiminy Cricket sang this song from my childhood. It is a song of hope. What the bug forgot to tell us, is wishing is fun, but not practical. At some point in time, you have to face the bills, the...
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Changes of Latitudes, Changes in Attitudes ~ Jimmy Buffett
Prior to reading, I want you to know I’ve already called the Waahbulance. Since I’ve graduated from college, I have moved no less than 10 times. Each move requires set-up and take down. These tasks...
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“We love you Both, but We’re on your side” quoted from a member of the Yup –...
Over the last 9 months, I’ve found that I have a tremendous friend base. For this, I am truly grateful. A day doesn’t go by without someone checking in on me; seeing how I’m doing; and talking to me....
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Regrets – we all have them
Yesterday, we had an end of the year program for Boy Scouts. It was followed by a farewell party (not ours). During both of these events, I had individuals come up and express their sincere sadness...
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What to do about the In-laws?
Adam’s Dad was in a motorcycle accident this weekend. He broke his femur and pelvis. He’s had surgery and is expected to be in PT for 6 weeks with up to a year of learning to walk. The man is lucky to...
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Remember Good-bye Doesn’t Mean Forever
I’ve never been good at saying good-bye. I’ve been known to just disappear and send an email later. My close friends know this and excuse this terrible behavior. They shouldn’t because I’m depriving...
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Anger Management – The show isn’t funny to me and neither is reality
I had lunch with a dear friend yesterday. She said that she has been following this blog. What amazed her was I wrote without anger. Well, I want you to know I AM ANGRY! I just haven’t been able to...
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It’s all about your Dinner Partner
Last night was Lucy’s 8th grade promotion. I was so proud of her. She looked beautiful. At dinner, she held her own in the conversation at the table. I realize what a lovely young woman she was growing...
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Maybe Dating your Ex isn’t an Option
I dated a lot during high school and college. There were times when I was dating more than one guy at a time. They all knew; there was nothing secret (for the most part). I just enjoyed dating. With...
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Time for Honesty
Yesterday, my guiding card was the Justice card. It represents absolute honesty. As I was thinking about it, I realized I’ve been lying to all of you over the past few months. So, here goes my attempt...
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Lunch with Adam – always entertaining
So Adam came over for lunch on Sunday. Yes, that is correct. He was here for lunch on Saturday and Sunday. And dinner on Friday. Oh, and Lucy’s function on Thursday. Total for last week = 4+ meals....
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If something doesn’t give, I’m going to explode
Sorry for the double post today. I hate bothering the blogging universe, but I’m overwhelmed today. I can’t stop worrying. I started self-abusing by checking “the whore’s” FB page. I asked Adam if they...
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Once again – Reality slaps you in the face
Yesterday during my personal pity party, I found one of my favorite people online. She is older than I am. She is divorced with adult children and grandchildren. I’ve always been impressed by her...
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